deutschland so farr.

its amazing here. i am so happy to be here but at other times i still cant believe im here in Germany living here and that im not going home for another 12 months. sometimes all i want to do is go home and just be there, because i know that everything is much easier at home where i know where everything is and i know the people. but there is also a strange thrill about going into new surroundings and being whoever i want to be because no one knows anything about me or my past.
the poeple here are so very nice. especially the exchange students who have told me so much about their experiences so far that i am very exciting for mine. They have made themselves available for me to talk to anytime i need when i am having trouble and its a very comforting feeling that i always have someone there to talk to if i dont want to talk to my host mum or father or my real family back home. They are also very fun to be with and they make me feel very happy.
So far i have been inviting to so many places. I am going to Köln on thursday with my host brother and friends and i have been to Dusseldorf twice with my friends and family and i have been invited to many parties. some that im unable to attend because i have another party to go to. but there is a very big party called COLLEGE BREAK and its like the australian schoolies, and i am very pumped for this as its going to be awesome.
I am going to be so busy. I have things already in my diary for months to come and i still havnt put things in there. Tonight, me and my friend Panda put together a short list of things that i want to do before i leave. I have not finished writing it but i know i am going to do everything on the list.
writting again soon.
Gee